Cradling the Damned
by Patricia Pease

The sun is setting on this muggy day. I’m slipping on moss-covered rocks, staggering up the hill to my grandfather’s cabin–my inheritance from the grumpy old hermit. His will might have read, “I bequeath to my granddaughter… this wreckage of a place.” But after the drug bust, I lost custody of my kid and my parents disowned me. I have nowhere else to go.
+++++My skin feels clammy as the drugs leave my system. I’m going cold turkey while I’m here, it should be easier since I can’t score out in the middle of nowhere. I’ll prove I’m responsible, and get my daughter back… I hope.
+++++Townspeople spread rumors about a haunting that’s plagued this cabin for years. The only thing I see haunting this place is mosquitoes. That and some screech owl sounding like a person in pain. I laugh, but my laughter feels forced and sweat trickles down my spine. It’s hard to breathe this moist, mildewy air. It chokes me.
+++++I kick a cement slab over to reveal the front door skeleton key. It takes a few tries to jimmy the rusted lock free. The door groans and complains, anointing me with dirt and leaves as I enter the pitch-black space. Acrid odors like burnt hair and spoilt milk assault my nose as I inch into the room. I turn on my cellphone flashlight. Something shifts in my periphery.
+++++My hands are shaking. I don’t know if it’s because I’m creeped out or detoxing. I use the cement block to wedge the front door open.
+++++I find candles lining a chipped and stained mantle, a box of kitchen matches buried in melted wax. I light the dusty candles, animating the walls as the light undulates. The room is barren, draped only in the silken threads of spiders.
+++++I hear shuffling. Then a faint, high-pitched squeal of grating metal–the front door slams shut. I want to scream, but only manage strangled sounds.
+++++A Victorian baby carriage with corroded wheels squeaks out of a thin smokey veil, dragging shackles behind it. A murky shape drifts into being, an outline carved from a shadow within a shadow. Vibrating along its edges, it emerges from the blackness, taking the form of an old woman. The air contracts, releases, and births this apparition from a devil’s womb.
+++++She reaches inside the ornate black wicker basket and retrieves a tiny bundle wrapped in cobwebs. There are no cries; not even a whimper. Seared on the back of her hand is a burn mark–a trident.
+++++My leg muscles spasm and my bones feel like they’re liquifying. She slowly glides towards me, a phantom of dust and ash. My throat convulses and attempts choppy gulps of air. Her feet never touch down. I must be hallucinating.
+++++She speeds up, barrels towards me–stops–flickers. A tiny fist made of bones falls from her bundle. I squeeze my eyes shut to clear the image. When I open them, she’s in my face–breath reeking of death and desperation.
+++++I bite my tongue so hard, blood pools inside my mouth and slides down my throat like a dying eel. I tense my entire body, bracing for impact from this atrocity. She shoves her bundle into my chest and a stone-cutting cold slices through my rib cage, freezing my heart. I fall back, pinned to the wall.
+++++I could just let go and die here. People say I’m half-dead anyway. Just surrender to this entity and fade away…but my little girl would grow up without a mother. I will NOT do that to her.
+++++A violent jolt of white-hot rage shatters my paralysis and I shout from my gut: “I am not a fuck-up!” Rage unfreezes my heart and ejects her bundle, knocking her to the floor. Her ancient face cracks and snarls, showing yellow carnivorous teeth.
+++++The specter jerks her head all the way backwards, her scrawny throat ejects a scream. She bites her lower lip and draws thick blood. It seeps down, saturating the bones she carries.
+++++Hyperventilating, I take a deep breath, and roar until my throat is raw–:“I choose life!” Immobile, she is suspended midair–a giant fossil in amber.
+++++I scream, “I choose life!” again and again: my soul rejecting the soulless. She recoils, gliding backward with the baby carriage, her ethereal form swallowed by the darkness–shadows reuniting with the demon that cast them.
+++++The victory is short-lived.
+++++Out of the depth of night rolls a bloodied baby rattle, searching for the hand that once possessed it.

 

[Image Credit : Photo by Birmingham Museums Trust on Unsplash]

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Patricia Pease

Patricia Pease has been published in BULL, Barren, Hippocampus, Uppagus, Spillwords, and more. She has a BFA from UNC School of the Arts.
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  1. Tracy

    Such a great read.

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